Are these my feelings that I am experiencing right now at this moment. I woke up feeling great and happy and excited for the day not knowing what was going to unfold but we are here for each and every moment to be experienced with divine love. as the day began and my thoughts became clear I received clarity not far but always near what I felt my feelings coming to the surface as I close my practice there was no more enjoyment there was no more fun, while on my spiritual journey I found out some new things about myself I love helping others I love encouraging others I love motivating others I love helping others reach the highest potential. but for me being an empath having the ability to perceive each and every being on the planet two trees the animals can become very overwhelming. to the point where as I lay here and my thoughts Rumble in my head all trying to jump out silence begins to spread my desires have changed..I’m not the same person I was yesterday I’m a new man a different man, I’m not lazy I’m just fine I’ve done everything far as work under the Sun there isn’t unless God knows something I don’t which he does but when you’ve done it all what else is there to do so right now I’m just being me. and being me my days are what they are long short tiresome excitement. I’ve mastered so many things I’ve conquered so many trends now I’m in the space where title don’t mean a thing I thought that when I reach the highest level that I still want more I do but that PhD and metaphysis brought me to where I am today learning about cosmology why we here, whats our purpose…my feelings coming to the surface as I close my practice there was no more enjoyment and now I just want to be in the moments, I want to play all day,I want to spend time in nature,I want to help expand consciousness,gardening has become a new treat I got my seeds I got three avocados,growing as we speak.I feel within my being that I want to work with animals as I have a horse rescue ranch as my neighbor, I can see the horse’s and they can feel my energy, I love to extend both hands towards them,and they feel the intentions and the energy to the point they will walk away when they got enough.I am a nature being who just wants to be outside all the time.this is new to me as I surrender to God I feel all types of emotions coming to the surface.I can’t do this alone..One mind one body one spirit. God whatever my next lesson, mission, experience that you have for me I AM READY FOR IT…..living in limbo
I believe I could have been a writer in my past life as much as I love to write or say my words out clearly and correctly writing for me is a high I get to express my true divine thoughts I put them into writing that others get to share their comments and their inspiration and synchronicities we are one mind one body and one spirit traveling on the road on the path on a journey trying to remember who we are what we came here and what’s our purpose. writing for me is a natural high.I am a Pisces I have an imagination beyond the scope of understanding, I can create characters after characters after characters after characters and never get tired because that’s how my imagination works my creativity flows like the 528 mg Hz. the grass emanates is high flowing energy that heals me every time I walk upon her mother earth Gaia.the moments when you aren’t able to sleep without calling upon archangel Michael to protect me while I slumber. Good Rest beautiful spirits!
On my home planet we have no need for money and my remembrance I can recall being taken care of I didn’t have a desire to want anything as I have it.. the Law of Attraction doesn’t resonate with me I money is an energy my energy is for greater purpose . I just want to help others balance their energies. on my plan and I’m used to getting everything that I want for free there is no currency on my planet. but while here on earth money is a slave, who has the most? I just want a roof over my head, my own home and automobile and fresh water, fruits and veggies and good like minded people near me.and to have fun in nature and travel healing to whom the universe connects me with and be the best metaphysical teacher and guide other’s to a better lifestyle, deep breathing, yoga and having the best fun (child like) playing. That’s how I require my life to unfold with ease and grace. .and so it is…the universe is in perfect order….
I am so used to being on the go coming from New York City we always fast and moving quick now I’m learning how to slow down and enjoy the scenery but all I’ve known is to move fast how does one slow down when they’re constantly moving fast I’ve always been a mover and a shaker now as I get older I learn to appreciate the scenery the flowers the trees how the wind blow how people interact with each other I’ve always been taught if you’re not moving you’re dead this new paradigm is not like any other you have to be careful of the words that you say and the feelings that get in the way feelings are very important thoughts create reality what you focus on brings more to you so what am i focusing on today. me and my image and my feelings and my most I thought I wasn’t supposed to be this way I thought I was being conceited or even arrogant but that’s not the case I’m being more authentic.
Now I know that I have chosen to be here as a Empath healer to help transmute all forms of negative fear based energy into pure positive love energy and i get that but did I also choose to have to struggle along the way.I have mastered why i am here and I have relearn so much more about myself and other’s energy and how they vibrate on various frequencies.Now I have been asking and waiting on the universe to answer my calls.I know that I am being supported by the angels-archangel -Ascending masters and my spiritual team.but why do I feel lonely and never alone.but at the same time my phone is getting shut off more times than I can understand. But I came here to help balance the world but my phone bill needs to get paid.and I got people calling me for free readings. Before I got a call I knew it was the other person on the line that was having right shoulder pains,and she still tried to think she was going to get a free readings.Not going to happen, so now I carry your drama and you want a free reading on what planet do they do that on.I am so over done with the law of attraction when day in and day out all I feel is other’s problems, so how am I too know when the loa is working for me 90% of what I feel belongs to someone else and I only feel 10% of my emotions i get to experience,after I have grounded myself and done my clearing rituals.Now when does my business takes off.limbo and other’s can’t understand why we self-medicated ourselves cause all that we carry we get the short end of the stick.I am unable to be around just anybody I am overstimulated in all areas of my being. I have been out in large crowd’s and protected myself. When do I get to live a life thats not helping anyone clear negative energy when all that got to do is listen to every word I speak is the truth.the loa doesn’t pertain to empaths-HSP-healers.cause we work fulltime with the higher ups.please feel free to leave your comments. Me having sum me time venting about shit that really happens when the universe won’t allow you to work and you have to figure out where your next meal-phone bill money is coming from. .
Last night I heard a death crys and I have never heard dogs howling and crying at the same time.and after that moment passed I was calling to the magical kingdom to reveal themselves to me and they did.this is the image that I saw coming so close to my face in the darkness of the full moon down here in Lawrenceville Ga.it was pitch black outside that all was seen was me and the faerie our lights were so bright.I so wanted to capture a picture just to show I am n poo to crazy but at the end of the day it doesn’t even matter what anyone believes.cause I was there and shortly after I got a call for a reading.now mind you the c as ‘ll came from California at midnight and add the reading was getting started I began to feel her emotions so strongly that she slipped up and told me she was in a car accident that day.She was in pain ssh I I began to call upon archangel Raphael to healing get bidy and th he next things tg h as the came out of my mouth w as d she didn’t cause the accident. And I wasn’t on point.so I began to tell her I am nit God I am not perfect now mind you my phone was going through some extraordinary noise was coming through my phone to the point.that I love to give my readings in nature when I have the most fun.and while I was outside I felt more energy coming my way through the new client to the point I asked her how long was the right side of her throat had been hurting and the phone went silent.She thought that I wasn’t going to find out what happened but spirit always shows me the movie and My knowing just knows.as I told her something’s to take and feel better she began to read me last night was a test of my faith.when you don’t do what you are created to do you begin to feel lost and helpless towards other’s so I transmutedthe negative fear based energy into pure divine love and I sleep like a brand new baby.I love the facts that my voice and my word’s carry a lot of healing and power’s.I got two ad’s on craigslistin Atlanta Ga and New York City.so every one can locate me send the call to the universe and the universe will begin to send me the message that needs to be sent.in the past I’ve had random people reaches out to me even when I didn’t have an ad.up most tomes wrong numbers become new clients, cause when other sensitive /spirits hear my angelic voice they feel the divine energy flowing to them with ease and Grace.I love to LOVE other spirits.that’s the empath in me…
I didn’t know that at any given time a man or woman can become addicted to anything that they give energy to as I have for most my life I was addicted to all forms of pornographic and one day while having sex i had a moment of clarity and I began to feel more dirty about myself. As I was having an outer body experience and what I saw I wasn’t happy about it any longer that’s when I knew change had to come even real quick like for me i ended that relationship and since then I have no desire to watch it again. I began to start transmutting my sacral sexual energy into more power’s for me in manifestation and so far it is working like a charm. I have more energy I have more time to get to know myself better and what I want and don’t want in my life experience as a baby Angel, I call upon the universe and angels help me quickly.I have mastered using my clear quartz pendulum. I am able to transmute negative energy which is fear based into pure positive divine energy.all I ever wanted was to help everybody and once I gave up something I gain even more powers …I thought my life would be this perfect reality but as I grow I expand my divine consciousness and i am more aware of everyone’s frequency to know to whom I am in company with and how to heal that wounded spirit, cause I was there before and with help we can vibrate on higher frequencies no-one has to vibrate on low frequencies anymore unless that’s what they want, but why would anyone want that for there lives..when POWER is all around us just waiting for us to just ask,seek & knock…well for me on my spiritual journey I am asking every chance I get to allow me to experience all that my heart’s desire needs on this plane or paradigm ..have a wonderful day or magical moments. ..Thank you to all my followers and to all that I follow, I love you all please be safe this memorial day weekend, as me and my family celebration of being in Georgia for 25+ yrs.and I am ready for a change of scenery, my next home the weather will be hot all year long.angels I am asking to experience my life in Hawaii with my clients and students all over the planet giving guidance and healing.Thank You all.peace
Was it really real I have the experience of a lifetime I went to Senegal Africa with the team of missionaries and route to teach to heal to show them that the healing was in the breath and their hands while on my trip to Senegal Africa I was Reverend Dr. Frederick Keith Bush and I saw the most beautiful black women’s there and while there is was teaching & healing I got lost in the crowd and I was taken to the deepest part of west Africa where the forgotten spirits where and I had a lesson to learn to trust my guidance system and my intuition to get me back to where I needed to be, I felt so safe with all of my archangels with me and my knowing gave me all the support that I would need. I some how found a church there and was taken in to get my bearings together cause I was given a drink and it left me in a daze but the other reverend help me out as I began to speak in tongues I could feel the liquid flowing out of my body.the people didn’t know who I was all that they knew was that I was healer and that’s what my purpose was to heal the sick and downtrodden.I awoke at 4:58 am.=8..every aspect of my being has a divine purpose. Now as I was making my way back I had to find the ocean so I asked my higher self which way to go and my stomach growls to the right and sure enough I saw a huge body of water I had made it my lesson was to trust my gut.and see more with my third eye more and I am always protected by unseen forces and higher up angels cause I am a baby Angel. Now while on the boat with all types of race’s on there my crew of missionaries where on the boat I just lost my bag ,but it was found as I was about to board the boat and the crew were all ova the boat so when we left the airport the pilot knew not to leave until I made it back since it was my Lear jet that bought us this far.I felt peace when I saw my plane on the tarmac and I was on my way back home.My staff were on the ground waiting for me now mind you I lost my phone but all my contacts were in my phone even the phone number of my pilot’s and who ever found my phone gave my staff a heads up that I was taken and that I was going to be returned after I passed this test of my intuition and knowing.so I was able to do some remote viewing to find my way back. This dream was so real, but I don’t have dreams anymore they become my real life visions and all of my prophecy come true.not one time did I feel threatened I don’t hang out with fear and if it’s my time to go why would I fight just to have to come back and relive it again, not going to happen I’m doing it on my terms..so I will make that trek to Senegal west Africa real soon cause it’s been my lifetime mission to travel the world and teach (metaphysical) and healing.we all have the gift we just forgot where to rebirth it.its in the breathe & hands.once a intention has been spoken it has to become real.the food was so beautiful and taste was outta this world.As I . Only eat food’s that grows on trees or from the earth.that’s part of not getting disease from the meats we all have eaten.I went to the motherland and I can’t wait to get back.for a visit. As I am a Cree Indian from Canada but throughout my blood line we all come from all ova the planet.I had to get up and tell this story cause I didn’t want to forget any of it.Now mind you I travel in my sleep all of the times, but I usually set an intention on where I want to go, but this time this was a true lesson about how my intuition and knowing works in far lands.And not one time did I become my feelings and cry in public I saved that for my plane ride home. I woke up not startled I had all of my faculties with me.that was so real until I lost my phone but did I cause that’s what saved the plane from learning me.My name has clout it’s a household name to remember and that’s another intention that’s been placed into the universe along time ago.well back to dream /reality world. The colors were bright and now I am hungry…5:55am.the synchronicity at it’s best divine timing. I want to go back type to sleep and reality dream sum more cause I dream in bright bold colors.Have a wonderful magical moments, I luv you all so deeply. .when I dream I do it big…
I am not a victim anymore, I am victorious and i have forgiven myself and other’s for mistreating me.I take full responsibility for all my actions in allowing other’s to mistreat…no means No I do have boundaries and i deserve to be happy and free…
I feel brand new and it began yesterday when I took a salt water bath and white sage and mugwort cleansing and I did sum yoga and taking to my chakras asking them did we have any blockages and is the energy flowing right and I hit all yes so as I was at the car dealership today I didn’t put up any shields and I didn’t put a white light protection around me I was ready to feel and be aware of all forms of energy that was flowing around me.I never was a fearful being of anything or anyone so ehy should I hid behind any shields when I still get other’s pains and shanegains so I made a conscious decision to walk by faith and not by sight and at the end of the day I allowed my energy to be open and my discerning do it’s job.now I still sage myself and take my salt water bath but I am able to transmuteany negative energy and fearful energy into love positive energy and send it back to the universe. I feel ready to go back into large crowd’s of people since my destiny will be taking me around huge arenas where we am able to help a broad spectrum of folks who has dealt with emotional problems and really begin my healing process.I feel light in my being.today I didn’t feel like a sensitive who was ready to hide from the world i wanted to be apart of it again.And I look forward to going to mire social affairs again. Now that I am able to read the frequency of any room and anyone.I am healthy I am fit I am famous.I really appreciate my crystal pendulum and all the questions that I asked today and my sensitive friend heard about my questions and she Gave me confirmation to all my questions. Look at the universe love.I let go all my anger towards everyone and myself for not being where I am supposed to be on my journey even though I don’t look my age or even sound my age,that’s what’s going to play for my favor.Peter pan syndrome as I said this when it was six years old I would never age.and my wish came true along with me wearing 188lbs from 215 just a tear ago.I can feel the universe answering all my hearts desires cause I am doing my part.I love to transmute fear into love with the help of all my archangels and angels the sacral sexual energy ain’t no joke.I even went as far to stop watching porn to store up my manifestation energy. I am becoming more the real me each day I spend with myself..I love my energy and breathing other’s energy and transmute all the fear.out of them this gift is way fun.I set my intentions to attract amazing beings with High and low frequencies cause I am not scared of what they can try to do with me..liberated is my new name. ..Namaste