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the healer needs a healer, i am having a hard time releasing these pains once I get rid of them and I am near others that are suffering from the pains i let go of they all come back to me even more deeper and trying to understand why they keep resurfacing is beyond my understanding now, and yes i know how to transmute the negative energy, but I am having to do it every day,and when I miss a day all hell breaks loose, I pray for so many at any given time..I know every selfhealing modalities under the sun, I am trained in ova 5 different Reiki techniques and Jin Shin Jyutsu, Quantum Touch, speaking to all my organs thanking them for keeping me this long at 47, I feel 74 most mornings getting up it’s a task, I am doing so much yoga and learning so many different pose’s but at what price cause the next day the pains are so deep that i don’t want to get outta bed,but the last time I checked the universe isn’t paying my bills my cell phone has been off for 3 moths now,I didn’t have anything to talk about so I kept quite, but the pains are now causing me to use cold packs and they aren’t working so I began having conversations with the Archangels all 15 of them I am having a stronger connection with them to the point I call upon the 2 healers to come by and touch my spirit and help make me feel good ,but not wanting to be around others is more painful for me until i am willing to notice the energy without absorbing it has helped on so many levels,now ,but I am either expanding or I am getting tired of the old way of doing things,at times I feel like I am leaving this world behind and traveling to the higher realms as I once used to do,I love the fact that I can go within and stay there at any time I really would prefer to see less folks, cause they don’t take care of themselves so I gotta take care of me FIRST. the crying is getting ole to us,they don’t last that long these days,and yes I know i am releasing sum negative energy every time i do it.I am in a different space that i don’t recall being in,This is all new to me (my spiritual team)….But I came across a Bio Mat that is going to change my life on so many different levels,it will increase my body temps and begin to heal me with Far-Infrared heat to the bones,Now here is a funny one which pole am I going to get on to pay for this one,it cost $3- $4 g’S.. It will fit my new queen size bed and i can just lay on it and in 15 mins. i can feel like a brand new Man, I may even become a distributor for them cause ever Empath & HSP needs this in their lives,like right NOW.and everyone else that experience’s pains on a deeper level..love you all have wonderful visions…

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