Dear Lord,

I want to take this time to thank you so much for all that you do in and on my life.But Lord please take sum of the stress & pains off my body,especially off my right shoulder,I’ve been carrying the world on my shoulders for so long I have lost count of the years,thus so far.Lord I only smoke weed to take the stress & pains away,cant No doctor help me,the first thing they gonna say its all in my mind.Nope thats the wrong answer,I can still be anointed and still give sound guidance cause its not me speaking but my higher self that takes over me and passes on the messages,I gave a reading one day that was still on point cause I dont allow my ego to do the reading,I have found out who my spirit guide is she is an adorable little girl / woman who keeps me laughing all the time,I saw her one day in passing,but without our conversations i wouldn’t know as much as I do now,i thank her & love her my Princess is what I call her.and yes I gave her a name. and yes I dont smoke every day just once in awhile during the retrograde is the hardest of them all for me.as a Pisces we have a tendency to have problems with addictions to drugs & drinking,well I dont drink.I  only drink healthy drinks and I place an intention on the weed to elevate my meditations to higher levels of consciousness,and it works or sometimes it helps me to sleep,But since I dont take any man made drugs for the hiv + 19yrs. 10-25-1995, any more Undetectable is what they call me now.But i figured out the secret to live longer with these types of dis ease,to eat healthy,exercise (yoga) spending time in nature (filtered water), meditation,and just being around other happy people keeps me happy and to not worry,cause that’s what cause the dis ease to start not functioning,but this isn’t for everybody, you first have to know your body and what it can handle,and for me I dont wish this life on anybody.there isn’t any amount of drugs to help relieve the stress & pains I feel every day of my life,And as a Natural Healer my ancestors (Cree Indians) used weed for healing,most folks use it for all the wrong reasons,that’s why they cant get it legalized.cause they use it for a sport,where I use it to give me an appetite or sleep,or just have no worries. But they will never legalize it so the dream has been deferred.Now lord you said in your word that you wouldn’t give me to much that I can bear it.well I cant take this pain anymore,I even asked my higher self What reason do I have to feel this way,is this someone else pains that I am carrying around,ArchAngel Raphael please take it all away from me and heal my body,In the name of Jesus Christ..Amen and so it is. I can feel most of the stress leave my shoulder. and suggestions accepted,just be very respectful with your words..I love you all……